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It's been a long time since i last updated my blog. - Boring words -___-

Hee, yeahh, focusing on my studies. I enjoy my form 3 really much. Meet my teachers, buddies, andd, boyfriend! :) - Childish :D

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Rayyan, Random, and...

Assalammualaikum,

There's a young girl named Rayyan. R A Y Y A N. Do you know how to pronounce it? =.=' heee,

Yeah, it supposed to be RAYYAN but i call her rayyen.*with gedik2 tone.

I do have lots of best mates and she is 1 of them. Let me tell you how did i meet her.

It was when we were in Form 1. I didnt really know her at that time. I mean, i thought she was in some nerdy group. Bcos she was in a group which they were so quite, talk slowly, didnt shout around and didnt make noise like others. I didnt care about her. I was busy with some new and happening friends. Haha, i was so narrow-minded.

**after things went the way it shouldnt be,**

I was promoted to the Farabi class*their class for the next year, bcos of my good results. I was in 2nd class before. Well, well. Haha,* Poyo jee. Heee, At first, I didnt want to accept the promotion. Apparently, bcos something which was very very stupid. I was scared of something of kind, immature kids do. I had to accept the promotion anyway bcos my mom urged me . And i was like, ''God, ill be dead'. Yeah, after been in such hard times, i was okay then. They were some kind of kids that doing things that they shouldnt do i guess. Ntah la. Zaman budak2. We weren't matured yet :)

Then, during the 'hard' time, it were Aina, and Rayyan who were close with me. I was close with Aina bcoz i was happened to sit next to her. She was some kind of annoying but she's actually a great person. And for the Rayyan, she was the kindest of all and she just accepted me. And after the rearrange of position in class, i was happened to sit next to Rayyan plak. And started from that i know the real R A Y Y A N is. We've been together since March kot. Haha, mcm couple plak. ;)

She is a good listener, my secret 'box', my idiot, my clumsy, my funny, my genius, my clown, she knows everything about me that other people dont know. She is the the cleverest among us all. And actually, she is liked by the most genius student in our school and the shortest among Form 5 students. Haha, *sorry R A Y Y A N. Terkeluar.:D

btw, she's sometimes annoying but its okay. Who hasnt ever being annoying? Everyone does. She's funny and sometimes she loves to call me BUDAK! "ey BUDAK!'' haha, i should call her that bcuz im wayy older than you, mate. I mean, monthly. Hee, and for your information mate, i wont forget all the ridiculous things we've been through together. Like, The Conversation of Fake *e** and BellaSulaiman. Haha, it was terribly cool. Wait, i rmmber this qoute. It's Rayyan's. I don't need you in my life, there's like thousands of other guys who are better than you in this world,and fyi, i've just found mine'

haha, this happened on Nov 9 2009. cool isnt it? Haha, Rayyan asked me to send this to *e**. Gosh! For the fish im gonna do that! No wayy! Haha

my idiot :)* ignore the one at the back :)

Lastly, Im gonna miss you mate. When you're gone. Absolutely u'll move to any better school after PMR isnt it,

*sigh*

And so the life goes on, :)

p/s: They're sleeping finally. Sleeping soundly. After the ghost stories and finally they fell to sleep :)

Copied from Rayyan's blog :)

Okay, lemme flash back a lil to about two weeks ago i think- can't recall exactly bt it's definitely after the finals- when me, Aina, Anna and Nadine were sitting on the steps in front of the admin feeling soo... bored. Well we are so i was like, "korang, cakap la something, ape ape je.." and aina suddenly said*wait,was it aina?-.- , " Jom bayangkan something nak? " "Bayangkan ape?" " Haa, cube bayangkan ade lelaki hot ni, pastu die suka korg walaupn kite walaupn tak cantik sume haa? " "Aaah," " ..and then tibe tibe die pergi camtu je.." "Hah!?" Ok, this was me. " kenape pulak? Tak bestla camtu" Aina continued," Ye laa, so ape reaction korg?" "Sedih la" " Bengang" " Tak tauu nak rase ape.." Aina spoke again, "..and kawan korg semua tau, tapi korg je taktau.." "Oh, so macam diorg semua cakap; Haah, die dh pegi la, kau tak tau ke?" "Sedih gile" And it went on and on. We talked about it for like agess, piecing scenes together, and then a sudden 'Oooh, tak camnila, imagine die...bla bla' would come up and it starts all over again. And the story we finally agreed on was like this;


Ok, there's this fat girl. No, imagine, you're a fat girl. And almost everybody at school are always making fun at you, doing tricks and all when suddenly this guy, this really super duper awesomely hot guy said, "Ha? Asal korg buli die? Die cute ape?" *This was aina's words. And then you become his girlf and you both always had fun together, share cute moments together until one day you go to school to find out he's gone.He didn't call you or text you about it... he just simply left. Bt the funny thing is, he told your friends. I mean, just imagine everyone in class , all your friends know tht's he's gonna leave..well,except you. Like wht we said earlier ' "Haah la, die dh pegi, awk tak tau ke?" ' Imagine that happening to you. This is definitely worse than new moon, at least Bella and Edward said their goodbyes.
Ok, back to the story. So, you were like so shocked and your head went completely dizzy, blank, and all you could think of was him. So you're walking out of school, at the middle of the road when suddenly a car went straight towards you- yes, i know,sucha cliche- and the driver didn't had time to push the brakes and boom, your body touches the ground and your mind went like this,_______________________________. Ok, so long story short, you slipped into a comma. The doctors said you hit your head pretty hard on the road and your brain is concussed whatever, you just can't wake up. So, apparently, there's this guy, your dissapeared boyfriend's best friend who actually secretly likes you..*Okay i know, it's pretty messed up.The original version doesn't include a fat girl but the fatness is needed for the ending...oops,spoiler alert!
So anyway, this guy waited for you at the hospital and all until you finally open up your eyes. and you're really grateful as he's the only one who waited for you all this while so you started to like him. But then, your boyfriend heard about the accident and came back to Malaysia! Okay, he's actually innocent. He went overseas to help his family who had some problems-financial i think- and he didn't want to tell you because you're rich and he's proud enough not to want his girl to help him. Cos, trust me, you'd want to. But guess what, the side effect of the accident is you lost your memory . All the memories,all the precious time you spent with your boyfriend gone just like that. So when he went to your hospital room, apologising and begging you to forgive him, you're like, "Umm, do i know you?" And you were kinda has a thing with his bestfriend by then. and when your boyfriend keep on talking and reminding you about the time you both were together, you're getting kinda fed up and all and was like, " Look, i don't know you, okay?I don't wanna hear anything from you anymore! Who do you freaking think you are? Get out of my room now, or i'll call security" :P

But he didn't give up. He keep on coming everyday, waiting for you to remember...until it's almost a year when he finally set his foot down. (you're still at the hospital for treatment, trauma therapywhatsoever) He had to go back to where his family is and got to leave you again. You're at the hospital, he's at the airport. 30 minutes to boarding time and suddenly you saw something , something tht made you remember. and your memory went back to yoour head and you finally remembered about him.The boyfriend's bestfriend-turned-traitor finally admitted tht he's not your boyfriend and all tht.
Butyou didn't kill him. You didn't punch him in the face. Cos the only thing on your mind was that 'he's leaving, he' is gonna leave me again' and you can't possibly live without him so you snapped the wires connecting the water tube-idon'tknowwhtucallit- to your wrist from the switch and ran down the lifts out of the hospital. The biggest steps you ever took in your like,the fastest you can go-with an iv tube in one hand- with one aim; to stop him from leaving you again. So here's the stupid part- i wanted her to get on a taxi and the scene where she had to open the window all the way so tht her iv tube is still attached to her hand, but aina and the others wanted the running part- so you with you're fat body, ran and ran and ran to the airport and since it's pretty far, you lose 10 kg upfront. *Congrats!

But, you had a problem.The entrance into the airport -not klia i supposed- was like the door at midvalley, youknow- the swinging kind, idk wht it's actually called:P Okay so, since you're fat, yess, you're still fat ,your hospital uniform got stuck and you went around and around and around the door. Until finally you got in. So you continued your marathon while screaming your boyfriend's name all the way until you saw him. Well, technically his head. You saw his head. Cos you're like on the first floor and he's like on the ground floor . you called his name and he looked up,smiling. but where the glass supposed to be, you know for the 'balcony', there's just this one big hole.*tit was on repair. and the floor's wet-you didn't see 'the wet floor' sign-So you 'tergelincir' and went skidding and fell straight down onto your boyfriend. And thanks to your enormous weight, your boyfriend broke his neck and you both ended up in the hospital. but still, you both got together. Aww, isn't that a sweet reunion?
THE END.

Bella's Note :

That's the story made by Rayyan, Aina, Nadine and Anna. Rayyan, sorry for stealing it from your blog. hee :D

I was laughing and rolling on the floor when i read that. You guys are great at making ridicoulous story ;)

Note for Rayyan:

Rayyan, sorry, mate. I havent posted yet a post about u. Ill do it later. Need to edit and need to add some more ideas :)

Mommmmmyyyyy & Dadddddddyyyyyy :))

For you mom. I love you. My mom is one of the precious gifts god has given me. Although sometimes, we had issues, we argue, but deep in my heart, i love her vry, vry much. Which parents don't love their children? I believe my mom loves me so much. And so my dad ;) .I swear, when we had issues, its not my intention to against them. Im not oftenly against my mom and dad, its just sometimes. Thats all for now. I Love you ayah, ibu :)

p/s: Actually, i just watched Grace is Gone. Its a story about a father struggling to make his children happy without their mom. Their mom is died. Its a story about the sacrifices of a father actually. But, i felt so sad when i watched that and i cried! :) Btw, I love my Ibu and Ayah. Ones of the precious 'gifts' i have. I can't imagine my life without them. I love you, Ayah, Ibu :)

baby, baby, baby

Assalammualaikum. Hey 'all! its been 4 or 5 days i didnt post anything. *its not too long right? :D
Im currently busy studying bcuz final exam is just around the corner. Well, actly, ive got something intresting - to me, to post. Which is, BABY. Yes, i do mean the lil young kid. U knw, they are very fragile, cute, n so on. U knw wht, my lil sis ever told me that, ''Angah, aku rse ko sket la. Asal ko addict sgt dgn baby ah?" Yes, i am. I dont knw why. U knw wht, everywhere i go, if i meet, a baby, plus, the baby is cute, ill try to find a chance to pinch the baby's cheeks, even if i dont know, who's the world is the baby. Crazy huh? Yea, i knw. Ok, though i love babies, i dont think i want to have many kids, when im married. Bcuz, yea, this is the best bit. I love baby, but i dont want many kids. Haha, cool.


Ok, i dont want to talk much bcuz i got not so much times. Here, the cutties, :)

See, the baby's damn cute, :)

I dont think thats the real colour of the baby's eyes, ;)

Enjoy the music baby! :)

Ahaaww, the baby is bored, :)

p/s: Love ur baby, :)